Fasting
Muslim Life Guide China Ramadan: Suhoor, Dialysis, Qur'an and the First Day of Fasting
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Summary: This Ramadan diary records the author's first day of fasting while dealing with serious illness, dialysis, suhoor, thirst, iftar, Qur'an reminders, and the mixed pain and gratitude of trying to fast for Allah when the body is weak.
Many people probably started to curse when they saw this topic. Today is already at least two days of fasting. How can I fast on the first day? Yes, I don’t have any excuses, because today is indeed my first day of fasting this year. I didn’t fast yesterday because my whole body felt weak due to low blood sugar, and my hands and feet were numb as if I’d been electrocuted, so I didn’t fast yesterday. Also, I would suffer from severe hypoglycemia during and after dialysis, so I had to eat something during dialysis. Also, I would be weak after dialysis, and I would have to eat a little bit to recover. Therefore, insha'Allah, I plan not to go to the hospital for dialysis like last year. As long as my body does not feel particularly severe discomfort, I will try my best to hold on to it every day.
I didn’t fast yesterday. To be honest, I was too embarrassed to go out to bask in the sun or feel shy when I met anyone. It was really just like what the verse said, “They were so out of date that they felt that although although the earth was vast, it felt too tight for them.” [9:118] I felt as soon as I stepped out the door, even the wind was asking me why I wasn't fasting.
This morning, I woke up my wife and told her to get up and make suhoor. My wife started to get busy, but I lay in bed and kept wondering whether I should get up and try to see if my body could bear it. Finally, I decided to get up and give it a try. My wife said something to me in a distressed and reproachful tone, but I said firmly: "I tried to take the whole day's medicine at once this morning, and then I tried to see if my body can stand it. If I can't stand it, I will still choose to break the fast." "The wife didn't say anything else, because she knew it would be useless.
Around nine o'clock in the morning, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable. It is estimated that the contents in the stomach have been digested, but the effects of the medicine have not worn off. I can't explain the uncomfortable feeling, but it is uncomfortable. Around 1 p.m., my hands and feet began to feel numb. Uremic patients know that this is a sign of elevated potassium, or potassium poisoning. But fortunately, it was just a slight numbness, and it was not particularly severe. A particularly severe potassium overdose would cause numbness of the limbs, vomiting, shock, or even death. By about five o'clock in the afternoon, the numbness was a little better, but there was still a little numbness. I don't know if it was because of hunger, the efficacy of the medicine, or the increase in potassium. Anyway, my limbs were still soft and I didn't have much strength, so I continued to lie on the sofa with a fire.
When it was close to breaking the fast, this discomfort became particularly obvious. My stomach kept rumbling, my ears began to hold my breath, and the numbness in my limbs became more serious than at noon. However, I also experienced these discomforts last year, and I can overcome them with a little persistence.
The first day of fasting is so difficult, especially for people like us who are seriously ill. Only we know the hardship. This is also like what is said in the Qur'an: “Indeed, with hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. (94:5-6)” That way. If we give up, then the day will pass, but if we persist, the day will actually be completed easily.
I completed today's fast, but I can’t fast tomorrow because I have to go to the hospital for dialysis! However, I will try my best to fast every day. view all
Summary: This Ramadan diary records the author's first day of fasting while dealing with serious illness, dialysis, suhoor, thirst, iftar, Qur'an reminders, and the mixed pain and gratitude of trying to fast for Allah when the body is weak.
Many people probably started to curse when they saw this topic. Today is already at least two days of fasting. How can I fast on the first day? Yes, I don’t have any excuses, because today is indeed my first day of fasting this year. I didn’t fast yesterday because my whole body felt weak due to low blood sugar, and my hands and feet were numb as if I’d been electrocuted, so I didn’t fast yesterday. Also, I would suffer from severe hypoglycemia during and after dialysis, so I had to eat something during dialysis. Also, I would be weak after dialysis, and I would have to eat a little bit to recover. Therefore, insha'Allah, I plan not to go to the hospital for dialysis like last year. As long as my body does not feel particularly severe discomfort, I will try my best to hold on to it every day.
I didn’t fast yesterday. To be honest, I was too embarrassed to go out to bask in the sun or feel shy when I met anyone. It was really just like what the verse said, “They were so out of date that they felt that although although the earth was vast, it felt too tight for them.” [9:118] I felt as soon as I stepped out the door, even the wind was asking me why I wasn't fasting.
This morning, I woke up my wife and told her to get up and make suhoor. My wife started to get busy, but I lay in bed and kept wondering whether I should get up and try to see if my body could bear it. Finally, I decided to get up and give it a try. My wife said something to me in a distressed and reproachful tone, but I said firmly: "I tried to take the whole day's medicine at once this morning, and then I tried to see if my body can stand it. If I can't stand it, I will still choose to break the fast." "The wife didn't say anything else, because she knew it would be useless.
Around nine o'clock in the morning, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable. It is estimated that the contents in the stomach have been digested, but the effects of the medicine have not worn off. I can't explain the uncomfortable feeling, but it is uncomfortable. Around 1 p.m., my hands and feet began to feel numb. Uremic patients know that this is a sign of elevated potassium, or potassium poisoning. But fortunately, it was just a slight numbness, and it was not particularly severe. A particularly severe potassium overdose would cause numbness of the limbs, vomiting, shock, or even death. By about five o'clock in the afternoon, the numbness was a little better, but there was still a little numbness. I don't know if it was because of hunger, the efficacy of the medicine, or the increase in potassium. Anyway, my limbs were still soft and I didn't have much strength, so I continued to lie on the sofa with a fire.
When it was close to breaking the fast, this discomfort became particularly obvious. My stomach kept rumbling, my ears began to hold my breath, and the numbness in my limbs became more serious than at noon. However, I also experienced these discomforts last year, and I can overcome them with a little persistence.
The first day of fasting is so difficult, especially for people like us who are seriously ill. Only we know the hardship. This is also like what is said in the Qur'an: “Indeed, with hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. (94:5-6)” That way. If we give up, then the day will pass, but if we persist, the day will actually be completed easily.
I completed today's fast, but I can’t fast tomorrow because I have to go to the hospital for dialysis! However, I will try my best to fast every day. view all
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Summary: This Ramadan diary records the author's first day of fasting while dealing with serious illness, dialysis, suhoor, thirst, iftar, Qur'an reminders, and the mixed pain and gratitude of trying to fast for Allah when the body is weak.
Many people probably started to curse when they saw this topic. Today is already at least two days of fasting. How can I fast on the first day? Yes, I don’t have any excuses, because today is indeed my first day of fasting this year. I didn’t fast yesterday because my whole body felt weak due to low blood sugar, and my hands and feet were numb as if I’d been electrocuted, so I didn’t fast yesterday. Also, I would suffer from severe hypoglycemia during and after dialysis, so I had to eat something during dialysis. Also, I would be weak after dialysis, and I would have to eat a little bit to recover. Therefore, insha'Allah, I plan not to go to the hospital for dialysis like last year. As long as my body does not feel particularly severe discomfort, I will try my best to hold on to it every day.
I didn’t fast yesterday. To be honest, I was too embarrassed to go out to bask in the sun or feel shy when I met anyone. It was really just like what the verse said, “They were so out of date that they felt that although although the earth was vast, it felt too tight for them.” [9:118] I felt as soon as I stepped out the door, even the wind was asking me why I wasn't fasting.
This morning, I woke up my wife and told her to get up and make suhoor. My wife started to get busy, but I lay in bed and kept wondering whether I should get up and try to see if my body could bear it. Finally, I decided to get up and give it a try. My wife said something to me in a distressed and reproachful tone, but I said firmly: "I tried to take the whole day's medicine at once this morning, and then I tried to see if my body can stand it. If I can't stand it, I will still choose to break the fast." "The wife didn't say anything else, because she knew it would be useless.
Around nine o'clock in the morning, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable. It is estimated that the contents in the stomach have been digested, but the effects of the medicine have not worn off. I can't explain the uncomfortable feeling, but it is uncomfortable. Around 1 p.m., my hands and feet began to feel numb. Uremic patients know that this is a sign of elevated potassium, or potassium poisoning. But fortunately, it was just a slight numbness, and it was not particularly severe. A particularly severe potassium overdose would cause numbness of the limbs, vomiting, shock, or even death. By about five o'clock in the afternoon, the numbness was a little better, but there was still a little numbness. I don't know if it was because of hunger, the efficacy of the medicine, or the increase in potassium. Anyway, my limbs were still soft and I didn't have much strength, so I continued to lie on the sofa with a fire.
When it was close to breaking the fast, this discomfort became particularly obvious. My stomach kept rumbling, my ears began to hold my breath, and the numbness in my limbs became more serious than at noon. However, I also experienced these discomforts last year, and I can overcome them with a little persistence.
The first day of fasting is so difficult, especially for people like us who are seriously ill. Only we know the hardship. This is also like what is said in the Qur'an: “Indeed, with hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. (94:5-6)” That way. If we give up, then the day will pass, but if we persist, the day will actually be completed easily.
I completed today's fast, but I can’t fast tomorrow because I have to go to the hospital for dialysis! However, I will try my best to fast every day.
Summary: This Ramadan diary records the author's first day of fasting while dealing with serious illness, dialysis, suhoor, thirst, iftar, Qur'an reminders, and the mixed pain and gratitude of trying to fast for Allah when the body is weak.
Many people probably started to curse when they saw this topic. Today is already at least two days of fasting. How can I fast on the first day? Yes, I don’t have any excuses, because today is indeed my first day of fasting this year. I didn’t fast yesterday because my whole body felt weak due to low blood sugar, and my hands and feet were numb as if I’d been electrocuted, so I didn’t fast yesterday. Also, I would suffer from severe hypoglycemia during and after dialysis, so I had to eat something during dialysis. Also, I would be weak after dialysis, and I would have to eat a little bit to recover. Therefore, insha'Allah, I plan not to go to the hospital for dialysis like last year. As long as my body does not feel particularly severe discomfort, I will try my best to hold on to it every day.
I didn’t fast yesterday. To be honest, I was too embarrassed to go out to bask in the sun or feel shy when I met anyone. It was really just like what the verse said, “They were so out of date that they felt that although although the earth was vast, it felt too tight for them.” [9:118] I felt as soon as I stepped out the door, even the wind was asking me why I wasn't fasting.
This morning, I woke up my wife and told her to get up and make suhoor. My wife started to get busy, but I lay in bed and kept wondering whether I should get up and try to see if my body could bear it. Finally, I decided to get up and give it a try. My wife said something to me in a distressed and reproachful tone, but I said firmly: "I tried to take the whole day's medicine at once this morning, and then I tried to see if my body can stand it. If I can't stand it, I will still choose to break the fast." "The wife didn't say anything else, because she knew it would be useless.
Around nine o'clock in the morning, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable. It is estimated that the contents in the stomach have been digested, but the effects of the medicine have not worn off. I can't explain the uncomfortable feeling, but it is uncomfortable. Around 1 p.m., my hands and feet began to feel numb. Uremic patients know that this is a sign of elevated potassium, or potassium poisoning. But fortunately, it was just a slight numbness, and it was not particularly severe. A particularly severe potassium overdose would cause numbness of the limbs, vomiting, shock, or even death. By about five o'clock in the afternoon, the numbness was a little better, but there was still a little numbness. I don't know if it was because of hunger, the efficacy of the medicine, or the increase in potassium. Anyway, my limbs were still soft and I didn't have much strength, so I continued to lie on the sofa with a fire.
When it was close to breaking the fast, this discomfort became particularly obvious. My stomach kept rumbling, my ears began to hold my breath, and the numbness in my limbs became more serious than at noon. However, I also experienced these discomforts last year, and I can overcome them with a little persistence.
The first day of fasting is so difficult, especially for people like us who are seriously ill. Only we know the hardship. This is also like what is said in the Qur'an: “Indeed, with hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. (94:5-6)” That way. If we give up, then the day will pass, but if we persist, the day will actually be completed easily.
I completed today's fast, but I can’t fast tomorrow because I have to go to the hospital for dialysis! However, I will try my best to fast every day.
Ramadan in China 2026: Qur'an, Hadith, Tarawih and Muslim Strength for Fasting
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Summary: This Ramadan essay reminds Muslims of the value of fasting, the reward of Ramadan, the hadith about Paradise, Hell, and the chained devils, and the author's own effort to fast and pray Tarawih despite health fears.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183), Allah has clarified in the Qur'an that fasting is not only the command of the Prophet's era, it is also the command of the saints of the past, and it is also the command of us and our descendants after the Prophet. Fasting is a behavior that can be seen in almost all mainstream religious groups that are currently accessible, whether it is Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Catholicism... Fasting is almost in a parallel relationship with sacrifice. Whenever people fast, they always offer sacrifices devoutly and interact with others gently.
Many people, whenever someone says to them: "Ramadan is here, you should fast", they will always find all kinds of weird reasons to excuse themselves, such as: I have a cold, I have to work in the fields, it is inconvenient for me to go to work, I... Anyway, there are a lot of various reasons, in short, there is one purpose: they do not want to fast! As everyone knows, Allah said in the Qur'an, "Fasting is better for you, if you only knew" (2:184). The benefits of fasting have been repeated over and over again by scholars and imams throughout the ages. I will not go into details because anyone who tries to escape the fast will find excuses anyway, and anyone who wants to complete the fast will always overcome all kinds of difficulties to complete his fast.
In the blink of an eye, this year's Ramadan has passed for twenty-eight or nine days. In just one or two days, Ramadan will wave to us and say "goodbye". If you want to observe such a noble fast again, you can only wait until next year. Maybe many people will think that if you just wait another year, there is nothing worth mentioning. In fact, what I want to say is: In fact, for many people, in many cases, this year may be their last Ramadan, and missing this Ramadan may be their biggest regret in life. Natural disasters, man-made disasters, and diseases warn us all the time to cherish our time and our immediate health. However, many people are unaware of it and always feel that time and health are the cheapest and longest-lasting, so we procrastinate again and again when completing the various missions set by Allah for us.
The Messenger of Allah said: “When Ramadan comes, all the gates of Paradise are opened, all the gates of Hell are closed, and all the demons are locked up (in chains). "[the two Sahih collections] This hadith tells us the nobility of Ramadan. Ramadan is a day of peace, tranquility, mercy, and a day when all demons are sent to "prisons" and imprisoned. In fact, what I want to say more about this hadith is: Since the devils are locked up during Ramadan, the doors of hell are closed. Only when the door of heaven is open and the gods come down to earth to wish us peace, if we commit a sin due to our own reasons, what excuse do we have to excuse ourselves? Normally we would say that we commit sins because we are tempted by the devil, but during Ramadan the devil will definitely not be blamed for the sins we commit.
The nobility of Ramadan is that to the gates of Hell being closed and the demons being shackled and locked up, any good deeds done during Ramadan will be rewarded twice as much as on other days. What is even more valuable are those who fast in "Ramadan", and Allah personally rewards those who fast [the two Sahih collections]. Another hadith promise is even more exciting: "As long as a person fasts for one day on the road of Allah, Allah will keep him away from the Fire for seventy years because of this day of fasting." [the two Sahih collections] Many people may think that the "seventy years" here is a unit of time. In fact, the "seventy years" here is a unit of space (distance), just like the astronomical word "light year" we often hear. The so-called "light year" is the distance traveled by light in one year, and we all know that the speed of light is 300,000 kilometers per second. The sun is about 150 million kilometers away from the earth. It takes about 8.3 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the earth. If the "seventy years" here are "seventy light years", we can't imagine how far this distance is. But even if it is not "light years", even if we walk on our feet, seventy years is still a very long distance. Since the rewards of fasting are so great, how can we be willing to give up?
I thought I would bid farewell to Ramadan completely from last year, but Allah, I tried to fast this year without any serious physical discomfort. Then I fasted day after day, and then prayed "Tarawih" day after day. When we are devout to the intention for Allah and work hard for it, then Allah will not let the effort of His servants go to waste.
Ultimate question: Are you fasting this year? view all
Summary: This Ramadan essay reminds Muslims of the value of fasting, the reward of Ramadan, the hadith about Paradise, Hell, and the chained devils, and the author's own effort to fast and pray Tarawih despite health fears.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183), Allah has clarified in the Qur'an that fasting is not only the command of the Prophet's era, it is also the command of the saints of the past, and it is also the command of us and our descendants after the Prophet. Fasting is a behavior that can be seen in almost all mainstream religious groups that are currently accessible, whether it is Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Catholicism... Fasting is almost in a parallel relationship with sacrifice. Whenever people fast, they always offer sacrifices devoutly and interact with others gently.
Many people, whenever someone says to them: "Ramadan is here, you should fast", they will always find all kinds of weird reasons to excuse themselves, such as: I have a cold, I have to work in the fields, it is inconvenient for me to go to work, I... Anyway, there are a lot of various reasons, in short, there is one purpose: they do not want to fast! As everyone knows, Allah said in the Qur'an, "Fasting is better for you, if you only knew" (2:184). The benefits of fasting have been repeated over and over again by scholars and imams throughout the ages. I will not go into details because anyone who tries to escape the fast will find excuses anyway, and anyone who wants to complete the fast will always overcome all kinds of difficulties to complete his fast.
In the blink of an eye, this year's Ramadan has passed for twenty-eight or nine days. In just one or two days, Ramadan will wave to us and say "goodbye". If you want to observe such a noble fast again, you can only wait until next year. Maybe many people will think that if you just wait another year, there is nothing worth mentioning. In fact, what I want to say is: In fact, for many people, in many cases, this year may be their last Ramadan, and missing this Ramadan may be their biggest regret in life. Natural disasters, man-made disasters, and diseases warn us all the time to cherish our time and our immediate health. However, many people are unaware of it and always feel that time and health are the cheapest and longest-lasting, so we procrastinate again and again when completing the various missions set by Allah for us.
The Messenger of Allah said: “When Ramadan comes, all the gates of Paradise are opened, all the gates of Hell are closed, and all the demons are locked up (in chains). "[the two Sahih collections] This hadith tells us the nobility of Ramadan. Ramadan is a day of peace, tranquility, mercy, and a day when all demons are sent to "prisons" and imprisoned. In fact, what I want to say more about this hadith is: Since the devils are locked up during Ramadan, the doors of hell are closed. Only when the door of heaven is open and the gods come down to earth to wish us peace, if we commit a sin due to our own reasons, what excuse do we have to excuse ourselves? Normally we would say that we commit sins because we are tempted by the devil, but during Ramadan the devil will definitely not be blamed for the sins we commit.
The nobility of Ramadan is that to the gates of Hell being closed and the demons being shackled and locked up, any good deeds done during Ramadan will be rewarded twice as much as on other days. What is even more valuable are those who fast in "Ramadan", and Allah personally rewards those who fast [the two Sahih collections]. Another hadith promise is even more exciting: "As long as a person fasts for one day on the road of Allah, Allah will keep him away from the Fire for seventy years because of this day of fasting." [the two Sahih collections] Many people may think that the "seventy years" here is a unit of time. In fact, the "seventy years" here is a unit of space (distance), just like the astronomical word "light year" we often hear. The so-called "light year" is the distance traveled by light in one year, and we all know that the speed of light is 300,000 kilometers per second. The sun is about 150 million kilometers away from the earth. It takes about 8.3 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the earth. If the "seventy years" here are "seventy light years", we can't imagine how far this distance is. But even if it is not "light years", even if we walk on our feet, seventy years is still a very long distance. Since the rewards of fasting are so great, how can we be willing to give up?
I thought I would bid farewell to Ramadan completely from last year, but Allah, I tried to fast this year without any serious physical discomfort. Then I fasted day after day, and then prayed "Tarawih" day after day. When we are devout to the intention for Allah and work hard for it, then Allah will not let the effort of His servants go to waste.
Ultimate question: Are you fasting this year? view all
Reposted from the web
Summary: This Ramadan essay reminds Muslims of the value of fasting, the reward of Ramadan, the hadith about Paradise, Hell, and the chained devils, and the author's own effort to fast and pray Tarawih despite health fears.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183), Allah has clarified in the Qur'an that fasting is not only the command of the Prophet's era, it is also the command of the saints of the past, and it is also the command of us and our descendants after the Prophet. Fasting is a behavior that can be seen in almost all mainstream religious groups that are currently accessible, whether it is Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Catholicism... Fasting is almost in a parallel relationship with sacrifice. Whenever people fast, they always offer sacrifices devoutly and interact with others gently.
Many people, whenever someone says to them: "Ramadan is here, you should fast", they will always find all kinds of weird reasons to excuse themselves, such as: I have a cold, I have to work in the fields, it is inconvenient for me to go to work, I... Anyway, there are a lot of various reasons, in short, there is one purpose: they do not want to fast! As everyone knows, Allah said in the Qur'an, "Fasting is better for you, if you only knew" (2:184). The benefits of fasting have been repeated over and over again by scholars and imams throughout the ages. I will not go into details because anyone who tries to escape the fast will find excuses anyway, and anyone who wants to complete the fast will always overcome all kinds of difficulties to complete his fast.
In the blink of an eye, this year's Ramadan has passed for twenty-eight or nine days. In just one or two days, Ramadan will wave to us and say "goodbye". If you want to observe such a noble fast again, you can only wait until next year. Maybe many people will think that if you just wait another year, there is nothing worth mentioning. In fact, what I want to say is: In fact, for many people, in many cases, this year may be their last Ramadan, and missing this Ramadan may be their biggest regret in life. Natural disasters, man-made disasters, and diseases warn us all the time to cherish our time and our immediate health. However, many people are unaware of it and always feel that time and health are the cheapest and longest-lasting, so we procrastinate again and again when completing the various missions set by Allah for us.
The Messenger of Allah said: “When Ramadan comes, all the gates of Paradise are opened, all the gates of Hell are closed, and all the demons are locked up (in chains). "[the two Sahih collections] This hadith tells us the nobility of Ramadan. Ramadan is a day of peace, tranquility, mercy, and a day when all demons are sent to "prisons" and imprisoned. In fact, what I want to say more about this hadith is: Since the devils are locked up during Ramadan, the doors of hell are closed. Only when the door of heaven is open and the gods come down to earth to wish us peace, if we commit a sin due to our own reasons, what excuse do we have to excuse ourselves? Normally we would say that we commit sins because we are tempted by the devil, but during Ramadan the devil will definitely not be blamed for the sins we commit.
The nobility of Ramadan is that to the gates of Hell being closed and the demons being shackled and locked up, any good deeds done during Ramadan will be rewarded twice as much as on other days. What is even more valuable are those who fast in "Ramadan", and Allah personally rewards those who fast [the two Sahih collections]. Another hadith promise is even more exciting: "As long as a person fasts for one day on the road of Allah, Allah will keep him away from the Fire for seventy years because of this day of fasting." [the two Sahih collections] Many people may think that the "seventy years" here is a unit of time. In fact, the "seventy years" here is a unit of space (distance), just like the astronomical word "light year" we often hear. The so-called "light year" is the distance traveled by light in one year, and we all know that the speed of light is 300,000 kilometers per second. The sun is about 150 million kilometers away from the earth. It takes about 8.3 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the earth. If the "seventy years" here are "seventy light years", we can't imagine how far this distance is. But even if it is not "light years", even if we walk on our feet, seventy years is still a very long distance. Since the rewards of fasting are so great, how can we be willing to give up?
I thought I would bid farewell to Ramadan completely from last year, but Allah, I tried to fast this year without any serious physical discomfort. Then I fasted day after day, and then prayed "Tarawih" day after day. When we are devout to the intention for Allah and work hard for it, then Allah will not let the effort of His servants go to waste.
Ultimate question: Are you fasting this year?
Summary: This Ramadan essay reminds Muslims of the value of fasting, the reward of Ramadan, the hadith about Paradise, Hell, and the chained devils, and the author's own effort to fast and pray Tarawih despite health fears.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183), Allah has clarified in the Qur'an that fasting is not only the command of the Prophet's era, it is also the command of the saints of the past, and it is also the command of us and our descendants after the Prophet. Fasting is a behavior that can be seen in almost all mainstream religious groups that are currently accessible, whether it is Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Catholicism... Fasting is almost in a parallel relationship with sacrifice. Whenever people fast, they always offer sacrifices devoutly and interact with others gently.
Many people, whenever someone says to them: "Ramadan is here, you should fast", they will always find all kinds of weird reasons to excuse themselves, such as: I have a cold, I have to work in the fields, it is inconvenient for me to go to work, I... Anyway, there are a lot of various reasons, in short, there is one purpose: they do not want to fast! As everyone knows, Allah said in the Qur'an, "Fasting is better for you, if you only knew" (2:184). The benefits of fasting have been repeated over and over again by scholars and imams throughout the ages. I will not go into details because anyone who tries to escape the fast will find excuses anyway, and anyone who wants to complete the fast will always overcome all kinds of difficulties to complete his fast.
In the blink of an eye, this year's Ramadan has passed for twenty-eight or nine days. In just one or two days, Ramadan will wave to us and say "goodbye". If you want to observe such a noble fast again, you can only wait until next year. Maybe many people will think that if you just wait another year, there is nothing worth mentioning. In fact, what I want to say is: In fact, for many people, in many cases, this year may be their last Ramadan, and missing this Ramadan may be their biggest regret in life. Natural disasters, man-made disasters, and diseases warn us all the time to cherish our time and our immediate health. However, many people are unaware of it and always feel that time and health are the cheapest and longest-lasting, so we procrastinate again and again when completing the various missions set by Allah for us.
The Messenger of Allah said: “When Ramadan comes, all the gates of Paradise are opened, all the gates of Hell are closed, and all the demons are locked up (in chains). "[the two Sahih collections] This hadith tells us the nobility of Ramadan. Ramadan is a day of peace, tranquility, mercy, and a day when all demons are sent to "prisons" and imprisoned. In fact, what I want to say more about this hadith is: Since the devils are locked up during Ramadan, the doors of hell are closed. Only when the door of heaven is open and the gods come down to earth to wish us peace, if we commit a sin due to our own reasons, what excuse do we have to excuse ourselves? Normally we would say that we commit sins because we are tempted by the devil, but during Ramadan the devil will definitely not be blamed for the sins we commit.
The nobility of Ramadan is that to the gates of Hell being closed and the demons being shackled and locked up, any good deeds done during Ramadan will be rewarded twice as much as on other days. What is even more valuable are those who fast in "Ramadan", and Allah personally rewards those who fast [the two Sahih collections]. Another hadith promise is even more exciting: "As long as a person fasts for one day on the road of Allah, Allah will keep him away from the Fire for seventy years because of this day of fasting." [the two Sahih collections] Many people may think that the "seventy years" here is a unit of time. In fact, the "seventy years" here is a unit of space (distance), just like the astronomical word "light year" we often hear. The so-called "light year" is the distance traveled by light in one year, and we all know that the speed of light is 300,000 kilometers per second. The sun is about 150 million kilometers away from the earth. It takes about 8.3 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the earth. If the "seventy years" here are "seventy light years", we can't imagine how far this distance is. But even if it is not "light years", even if we walk on our feet, seventy years is still a very long distance. Since the rewards of fasting are so great, how can we be willing to give up?
I thought I would bid farewell to Ramadan completely from last year, but Allah, I tried to fast this year without any serious physical discomfort. Then I fasted day after day, and then prayed "Tarawih" day after day. When we are devout to the intention for Allah and work hard for it, then Allah will not let the effort of His servants go to waste.
Ultimate question: Are you fasting this year?
Muslim Life Guide China Ramadan: Qur'an, Fidyah and Health Struggles With Fasting
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Summary: This Ramadan reflection shares the author's anxiety about illness, dialysis, missed fasting, fidyah, shame, longing for worship, and the emotional pain of wanting to fast for Allah while the body may not allow it.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183)
From about the age of three or four, when my parents, brothers and sisters got up to fast, I would follow them. Sometimes I could fast for a whole day, and sometimes I would be so hungry until noon that I would break fast secretly. I have never given up a day of fasting in Ramadan since I was six years old, but since I fell ill, I ruthlessly abandoned Ramadan last year, and I will probably continue to wave goodbye to the noble month of Ramadan this year.
To be honest, I didn’t fast last year due to health reasons. I felt very embarrassed and even ashamed when I walked around the village. Just like this verse in the Qur'an says: He also allowed those three to repent, and they left it to Allah's command, feeling that although the earth was vast, they felt that they had no place to be ashamed of (9:118). Every time I met someone in the village, I wished I could run away and hide. Otherwise, I would always feel that others were fasting but I was not fasting, and I felt extremely ashamed from the bottom of my heart.
Last year’s Ramadan has become a thing of the past, but this year’s Ramadan is just about to begin. If nothing else happens, the day after tomorrow will be the beginning of Ramadan this year, but the medicines I have to take several times a day and the hemodialysis three times a week are like shackles on my head. They have become an insurmountable barrier between me and the noble month of Ramadan. Ramadan seems to be getting away from me. I don’t know if those who have never fasted will feel like me during Ramadan. Anyway, since I didn’t fast during Ramadan last year, I always feel that the world has changed. It is no longer the world I am familiar with, and I am no longer the person I know.
In fact, every one of us who has recited the Qur'an knows that sick people like us can make up for the lack of fasting through "fidyah." But in my opinion, it’s like what I said before: “We all know that rice is sown in spring and harvested in autumn. But if I miss the planting season in the spring and replant in the summer, I don’t know if I will be able to harvest in the fall. If the weather is good and the temperature is high, you may be able to harvest some sporadic grain in the fall, but if the weather is a little cooler, the most you can harvest in the fall is a pile of straw. ”, so I really don’t want to complete my fast through “fidyah”, but I have to complete my fast through “fidyah”.
Only those who are sick will understand the preciousness of health, and only those who are dying will understand the value of life. Only people like us can truly understand the pain of wanting to fast but not being able to fast, just like what is said on the Internet: "The most painful thing is not being able to love." view all
Summary: This Ramadan reflection shares the author's anxiety about illness, dialysis, missed fasting, fidyah, shame, longing for worship, and the emotional pain of wanting to fast for Allah while the body may not allow it.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183)
From about the age of three or four, when my parents, brothers and sisters got up to fast, I would follow them. Sometimes I could fast for a whole day, and sometimes I would be so hungry until noon that I would break fast secretly. I have never given up a day of fasting in Ramadan since I was six years old, but since I fell ill, I ruthlessly abandoned Ramadan last year, and I will probably continue to wave goodbye to the noble month of Ramadan this year.
To be honest, I didn’t fast last year due to health reasons. I felt very embarrassed and even ashamed when I walked around the village. Just like this verse in the Qur'an says: He also allowed those three to repent, and they left it to Allah's command, feeling that although the earth was vast, they felt that they had no place to be ashamed of (9:118). Every time I met someone in the village, I wished I could run away and hide. Otherwise, I would always feel that others were fasting but I was not fasting, and I felt extremely ashamed from the bottom of my heart.
Last year’s Ramadan has become a thing of the past, but this year’s Ramadan is just about to begin. If nothing else happens, the day after tomorrow will be the beginning of Ramadan this year, but the medicines I have to take several times a day and the hemodialysis three times a week are like shackles on my head. They have become an insurmountable barrier between me and the noble month of Ramadan. Ramadan seems to be getting away from me. I don’t know if those who have never fasted will feel like me during Ramadan. Anyway, since I didn’t fast during Ramadan last year, I always feel that the world has changed. It is no longer the world I am familiar with, and I am no longer the person I know.
In fact, every one of us who has recited the Qur'an knows that sick people like us can make up for the lack of fasting through "fidyah." But in my opinion, it’s like what I said before: “We all know that rice is sown in spring and harvested in autumn. But if I miss the planting season in the spring and replant in the summer, I don’t know if I will be able to harvest in the fall. If the weather is good and the temperature is high, you may be able to harvest some sporadic grain in the fall, but if the weather is a little cooler, the most you can harvest in the fall is a pile of straw. ”, so I really don’t want to complete my fast through “fidyah”, but I have to complete my fast through “fidyah”.
Only those who are sick will understand the preciousness of health, and only those who are dying will understand the value of life. Only people like us can truly understand the pain of wanting to fast but not being able to fast, just like what is said on the Internet: "The most painful thing is not being able to love." view all
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Summary: This Ramadan reflection shares the author's anxiety about illness, dialysis, missed fasting, fidyah, shame, longing for worship, and the emotional pain of wanting to fast for Allah while the body may not allow it.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183)
From about the age of three or four, when my parents, brothers and sisters got up to fast, I would follow them. Sometimes I could fast for a whole day, and sometimes I would be so hungry until noon that I would break fast secretly. I have never given up a day of fasting in Ramadan since I was six years old, but since I fell ill, I ruthlessly abandoned Ramadan last year, and I will probably continue to wave goodbye to the noble month of Ramadan this year.
To be honest, I didn’t fast last year due to health reasons. I felt very embarrassed and even ashamed when I walked around the village. Just like this verse in the Qur'an says: He also allowed those three to repent, and they left it to Allah's command, feeling that although the earth was vast, they felt that they had no place to be ashamed of (9:118). Every time I met someone in the village, I wished I could run away and hide. Otherwise, I would always feel that others were fasting but I was not fasting, and I felt extremely ashamed from the bottom of my heart.
Last year’s Ramadan has become a thing of the past, but this year’s Ramadan is just about to begin. If nothing else happens, the day after tomorrow will be the beginning of Ramadan this year, but the medicines I have to take several times a day and the hemodialysis three times a week are like shackles on my head. They have become an insurmountable barrier between me and the noble month of Ramadan. Ramadan seems to be getting away from me. I don’t know if those who have never fasted will feel like me during Ramadan. Anyway, since I didn’t fast during Ramadan last year, I always feel that the world has changed. It is no longer the world I am familiar with, and I am no longer the person I know.
In fact, every one of us who has recited the Qur'an knows that sick people like us can make up for the lack of fasting through "fidyah." But in my opinion, it’s like what I said before: “We all know that rice is sown in spring and harvested in autumn. But if I miss the planting season in the spring and replant in the summer, I don’t know if I will be able to harvest in the fall. If the weather is good and the temperature is high, you may be able to harvest some sporadic grain in the fall, but if the weather is a little cooler, the most you can harvest in the fall is a pile of straw. ”, so I really don’t want to complete my fast through “fidyah”, but I have to complete my fast through “fidyah”.
Only those who are sick will understand the preciousness of health, and only those who are dying will understand the value of life. Only people like us can truly understand the pain of wanting to fast but not being able to fast, just like what is said on the Internet: "The most painful thing is not being able to love."
Summary: This Ramadan reflection shares the author's anxiety about illness, dialysis, missed fasting, fidyah, shame, longing for worship, and the emotional pain of wanting to fast for Allah while the body may not allow it.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183)
From about the age of three or four, when my parents, brothers and sisters got up to fast, I would follow them. Sometimes I could fast for a whole day, and sometimes I would be so hungry until noon that I would break fast secretly. I have never given up a day of fasting in Ramadan since I was six years old, but since I fell ill, I ruthlessly abandoned Ramadan last year, and I will probably continue to wave goodbye to the noble month of Ramadan this year.
To be honest, I didn’t fast last year due to health reasons. I felt very embarrassed and even ashamed when I walked around the village. Just like this verse in the Qur'an says: He also allowed those three to repent, and they left it to Allah's command, feeling that although the earth was vast, they felt that they had no place to be ashamed of (9:118). Every time I met someone in the village, I wished I could run away and hide. Otherwise, I would always feel that others were fasting but I was not fasting, and I felt extremely ashamed from the bottom of my heart.
Last year’s Ramadan has become a thing of the past, but this year’s Ramadan is just about to begin. If nothing else happens, the day after tomorrow will be the beginning of Ramadan this year, but the medicines I have to take several times a day and the hemodialysis three times a week are like shackles on my head. They have become an insurmountable barrier between me and the noble month of Ramadan. Ramadan seems to be getting away from me. I don’t know if those who have never fasted will feel like me during Ramadan. Anyway, since I didn’t fast during Ramadan last year, I always feel that the world has changed. It is no longer the world I am familiar with, and I am no longer the person I know.
In fact, every one of us who has recited the Qur'an knows that sick people like us can make up for the lack of fasting through "fidyah." But in my opinion, it’s like what I said before: “We all know that rice is sown in spring and harvested in autumn. But if I miss the planting season in the spring and replant in the summer, I don’t know if I will be able to harvest in the fall. If the weather is good and the temperature is high, you may be able to harvest some sporadic grain in the fall, but if the weather is a little cooler, the most you can harvest in the fall is a pile of straw. ”, so I really don’t want to complete my fast through “fidyah”, but I have to complete my fast through “fidyah”.
Only those who are sick will understand the preciousness of health, and only those who are dying will understand the value of life. Only people like us can truly understand the pain of wanting to fast but not being able to fast, just like what is said on the Internet: "The most painful thing is not being able to love."
Muslim Life Guide China Ramadan: Suhoor, Dialysis, Qur'an and the First Day of Fasting
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Summary: This Ramadan diary records the author's first day of fasting while dealing with serious illness, dialysis, suhoor, thirst, iftar, Qur'an reminders, and the mixed pain and gratitude of trying to fast for Allah when the body is weak.
Many people probably started to curse when they saw this topic. Today is already at least two days of fasting. How can I fast on the first day? Yes, I don’t have any excuses, because today is indeed my first day of fasting this year. I didn’t fast yesterday because my whole body felt weak due to low blood sugar, and my hands and feet were numb as if I’d been electrocuted, so I didn’t fast yesterday. Also, I would suffer from severe hypoglycemia during and after dialysis, so I had to eat something during dialysis. Also, I would be weak after dialysis, and I would have to eat a little bit to recover. Therefore, insha'Allah, I plan not to go to the hospital for dialysis like last year. As long as my body does not feel particularly severe discomfort, I will try my best to hold on to it every day.
I didn’t fast yesterday. To be honest, I was too embarrassed to go out to bask in the sun or feel shy when I met anyone. It was really just like what the verse said, “They were so out of date that they felt that although although the earth was vast, it felt too tight for them.” [9:118] I felt as soon as I stepped out the door, even the wind was asking me why I wasn't fasting.
This morning, I woke up my wife and told her to get up and make suhoor. My wife started to get busy, but I lay in bed and kept wondering whether I should get up and try to see if my body could bear it. Finally, I decided to get up and give it a try. My wife said something to me in a distressed and reproachful tone, but I said firmly: "I tried to take the whole day's medicine at once this morning, and then I tried to see if my body can stand it. If I can't stand it, I will still choose to break the fast." "The wife didn't say anything else, because she knew it would be useless.
Around nine o'clock in the morning, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable. It is estimated that the contents in the stomach have been digested, but the effects of the medicine have not worn off. I can't explain the uncomfortable feeling, but it is uncomfortable. Around 1 p.m., my hands and feet began to feel numb. Uremic patients know that this is a sign of elevated potassium, or potassium poisoning. But fortunately, it was just a slight numbness, and it was not particularly severe. A particularly severe potassium overdose would cause numbness of the limbs, vomiting, shock, or even death. By about five o'clock in the afternoon, the numbness was a little better, but there was still a little numbness. I don't know if it was because of hunger, the efficacy of the medicine, or the increase in potassium. Anyway, my limbs were still soft and I didn't have much strength, so I continued to lie on the sofa with a fire.
When it was close to breaking the fast, this discomfort became particularly obvious. My stomach kept rumbling, my ears began to hold my breath, and the numbness in my limbs became more serious than at noon. However, I also experienced these discomforts last year, and I can overcome them with a little persistence.
The first day of fasting is so difficult, especially for people like us who are seriously ill. Only we know the hardship. This is also like what is said in the Qur'an: “Indeed, with hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. (94:5-6)” That way. If we give up, then the day will pass, but if we persist, the day will actually be completed easily.
I completed today's fast, but I can’t fast tomorrow because I have to go to the hospital for dialysis! However, I will try my best to fast every day. view all
Summary: This Ramadan diary records the author's first day of fasting while dealing with serious illness, dialysis, suhoor, thirst, iftar, Qur'an reminders, and the mixed pain and gratitude of trying to fast for Allah when the body is weak.
Many people probably started to curse when they saw this topic. Today is already at least two days of fasting. How can I fast on the first day? Yes, I don’t have any excuses, because today is indeed my first day of fasting this year. I didn’t fast yesterday because my whole body felt weak due to low blood sugar, and my hands and feet were numb as if I’d been electrocuted, so I didn’t fast yesterday. Also, I would suffer from severe hypoglycemia during and after dialysis, so I had to eat something during dialysis. Also, I would be weak after dialysis, and I would have to eat a little bit to recover. Therefore, insha'Allah, I plan not to go to the hospital for dialysis like last year. As long as my body does not feel particularly severe discomfort, I will try my best to hold on to it every day.
I didn’t fast yesterday. To be honest, I was too embarrassed to go out to bask in the sun or feel shy when I met anyone. It was really just like what the verse said, “They were so out of date that they felt that although although the earth was vast, it felt too tight for them.” [9:118] I felt as soon as I stepped out the door, even the wind was asking me why I wasn't fasting.
This morning, I woke up my wife and told her to get up and make suhoor. My wife started to get busy, but I lay in bed and kept wondering whether I should get up and try to see if my body could bear it. Finally, I decided to get up and give it a try. My wife said something to me in a distressed and reproachful tone, but I said firmly: "I tried to take the whole day's medicine at once this morning, and then I tried to see if my body can stand it. If I can't stand it, I will still choose to break the fast." "The wife didn't say anything else, because she knew it would be useless.
Around nine o'clock in the morning, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable. It is estimated that the contents in the stomach have been digested, but the effects of the medicine have not worn off. I can't explain the uncomfortable feeling, but it is uncomfortable. Around 1 p.m., my hands and feet began to feel numb. Uremic patients know that this is a sign of elevated potassium, or potassium poisoning. But fortunately, it was just a slight numbness, and it was not particularly severe. A particularly severe potassium overdose would cause numbness of the limbs, vomiting, shock, or even death. By about five o'clock in the afternoon, the numbness was a little better, but there was still a little numbness. I don't know if it was because of hunger, the efficacy of the medicine, or the increase in potassium. Anyway, my limbs were still soft and I didn't have much strength, so I continued to lie on the sofa with a fire.
When it was close to breaking the fast, this discomfort became particularly obvious. My stomach kept rumbling, my ears began to hold my breath, and the numbness in my limbs became more serious than at noon. However, I also experienced these discomforts last year, and I can overcome them with a little persistence.
The first day of fasting is so difficult, especially for people like us who are seriously ill. Only we know the hardship. This is also like what is said in the Qur'an: “Indeed, with hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. (94:5-6)” That way. If we give up, then the day will pass, but if we persist, the day will actually be completed easily.
I completed today's fast, but I can’t fast tomorrow because I have to go to the hospital for dialysis! However, I will try my best to fast every day. view all
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Summary: This Ramadan diary records the author's first day of fasting while dealing with serious illness, dialysis, suhoor, thirst, iftar, Qur'an reminders, and the mixed pain and gratitude of trying to fast for Allah when the body is weak.
Many people probably started to curse when they saw this topic. Today is already at least two days of fasting. How can I fast on the first day? Yes, I don’t have any excuses, because today is indeed my first day of fasting this year. I didn’t fast yesterday because my whole body felt weak due to low blood sugar, and my hands and feet were numb as if I’d been electrocuted, so I didn’t fast yesterday. Also, I would suffer from severe hypoglycemia during and after dialysis, so I had to eat something during dialysis. Also, I would be weak after dialysis, and I would have to eat a little bit to recover. Therefore, insha'Allah, I plan not to go to the hospital for dialysis like last year. As long as my body does not feel particularly severe discomfort, I will try my best to hold on to it every day.
I didn’t fast yesterday. To be honest, I was too embarrassed to go out to bask in the sun or feel shy when I met anyone. It was really just like what the verse said, “They were so out of date that they felt that although although the earth was vast, it felt too tight for them.” [9:118] I felt as soon as I stepped out the door, even the wind was asking me why I wasn't fasting.
This morning, I woke up my wife and told her to get up and make suhoor. My wife started to get busy, but I lay in bed and kept wondering whether I should get up and try to see if my body could bear it. Finally, I decided to get up and give it a try. My wife said something to me in a distressed and reproachful tone, but I said firmly: "I tried to take the whole day's medicine at once this morning, and then I tried to see if my body can stand it. If I can't stand it, I will still choose to break the fast." "The wife didn't say anything else, because she knew it would be useless.
Around nine o'clock in the morning, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable. It is estimated that the contents in the stomach have been digested, but the effects of the medicine have not worn off. I can't explain the uncomfortable feeling, but it is uncomfortable. Around 1 p.m., my hands and feet began to feel numb. Uremic patients know that this is a sign of elevated potassium, or potassium poisoning. But fortunately, it was just a slight numbness, and it was not particularly severe. A particularly severe potassium overdose would cause numbness of the limbs, vomiting, shock, or even death. By about five o'clock in the afternoon, the numbness was a little better, but there was still a little numbness. I don't know if it was because of hunger, the efficacy of the medicine, or the increase in potassium. Anyway, my limbs were still soft and I didn't have much strength, so I continued to lie on the sofa with a fire.
When it was close to breaking the fast, this discomfort became particularly obvious. My stomach kept rumbling, my ears began to hold my breath, and the numbness in my limbs became more serious than at noon. However, I also experienced these discomforts last year, and I can overcome them with a little persistence.
The first day of fasting is so difficult, especially for people like us who are seriously ill. Only we know the hardship. This is also like what is said in the Qur'an: “Indeed, with hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. (94:5-6)” That way. If we give up, then the day will pass, but if we persist, the day will actually be completed easily.
I completed today's fast, but I can’t fast tomorrow because I have to go to the hospital for dialysis! However, I will try my best to fast every day.
Summary: This Ramadan diary records the author's first day of fasting while dealing with serious illness, dialysis, suhoor, thirst, iftar, Qur'an reminders, and the mixed pain and gratitude of trying to fast for Allah when the body is weak.
Many people probably started to curse when they saw this topic. Today is already at least two days of fasting. How can I fast on the first day? Yes, I don’t have any excuses, because today is indeed my first day of fasting this year. I didn’t fast yesterday because my whole body felt weak due to low blood sugar, and my hands and feet were numb as if I’d been electrocuted, so I didn’t fast yesterday. Also, I would suffer from severe hypoglycemia during and after dialysis, so I had to eat something during dialysis. Also, I would be weak after dialysis, and I would have to eat a little bit to recover. Therefore, insha'Allah, I plan not to go to the hospital for dialysis like last year. As long as my body does not feel particularly severe discomfort, I will try my best to hold on to it every day.
I didn’t fast yesterday. To be honest, I was too embarrassed to go out to bask in the sun or feel shy when I met anyone. It was really just like what the verse said, “They were so out of date that they felt that although although the earth was vast, it felt too tight for them.” [9:118] I felt as soon as I stepped out the door, even the wind was asking me why I wasn't fasting.
This morning, I woke up my wife and told her to get up and make suhoor. My wife started to get busy, but I lay in bed and kept wondering whether I should get up and try to see if my body could bear it. Finally, I decided to get up and give it a try. My wife said something to me in a distressed and reproachful tone, but I said firmly: "I tried to take the whole day's medicine at once this morning, and then I tried to see if my body can stand it. If I can't stand it, I will still choose to break the fast." "The wife didn't say anything else, because she knew it would be useless.
Around nine o'clock in the morning, my stomach started to feel uncomfortable. It is estimated that the contents in the stomach have been digested, but the effects of the medicine have not worn off. I can't explain the uncomfortable feeling, but it is uncomfortable. Around 1 p.m., my hands and feet began to feel numb. Uremic patients know that this is a sign of elevated potassium, or potassium poisoning. But fortunately, it was just a slight numbness, and it was not particularly severe. A particularly severe potassium overdose would cause numbness of the limbs, vomiting, shock, or even death. By about five o'clock in the afternoon, the numbness was a little better, but there was still a little numbness. I don't know if it was because of hunger, the efficacy of the medicine, or the increase in potassium. Anyway, my limbs were still soft and I didn't have much strength, so I continued to lie on the sofa with a fire.
When it was close to breaking the fast, this discomfort became particularly obvious. My stomach kept rumbling, my ears began to hold my breath, and the numbness in my limbs became more serious than at noon. However, I also experienced these discomforts last year, and I can overcome them with a little persistence.
The first day of fasting is so difficult, especially for people like us who are seriously ill. Only we know the hardship. This is also like what is said in the Qur'an: “Indeed, with hardship comes ease. Indeed, with hardship comes ease. (94:5-6)” That way. If we give up, then the day will pass, but if we persist, the day will actually be completed easily.
I completed today's fast, but I can’t fast tomorrow because I have to go to the hospital for dialysis! However, I will try my best to fast every day.
Ramadan in China 2026: Qur'an, Hadith, Tarawih and Muslim Strength for Fasting
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Summary: This Ramadan essay reminds Muslims of the value of fasting, the reward of Ramadan, the hadith about Paradise, Hell, and the chained devils, and the author's own effort to fast and pray Tarawih despite health fears.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183), Allah has clarified in the Qur'an that fasting is not only the command of the Prophet's era, it is also the command of the saints of the past, and it is also the command of us and our descendants after the Prophet. Fasting is a behavior that can be seen in almost all mainstream religious groups that are currently accessible, whether it is Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Catholicism... Fasting is almost in a parallel relationship with sacrifice. Whenever people fast, they always offer sacrifices devoutly and interact with others gently.
Many people, whenever someone says to them: "Ramadan is here, you should fast", they will always find all kinds of weird reasons to excuse themselves, such as: I have a cold, I have to work in the fields, it is inconvenient for me to go to work, I... Anyway, there are a lot of various reasons, in short, there is one purpose: they do not want to fast! As everyone knows, Allah said in the Qur'an, "Fasting is better for you, if you only knew" (2:184). The benefits of fasting have been repeated over and over again by scholars and imams throughout the ages. I will not go into details because anyone who tries to escape the fast will find excuses anyway, and anyone who wants to complete the fast will always overcome all kinds of difficulties to complete his fast.
In the blink of an eye, this year's Ramadan has passed for twenty-eight or nine days. In just one or two days, Ramadan will wave to us and say "goodbye". If you want to observe such a noble fast again, you can only wait until next year. Maybe many people will think that if you just wait another year, there is nothing worth mentioning. In fact, what I want to say is: In fact, for many people, in many cases, this year may be their last Ramadan, and missing this Ramadan may be their biggest regret in life. Natural disasters, man-made disasters, and diseases warn us all the time to cherish our time and our immediate health. However, many people are unaware of it and always feel that time and health are the cheapest and longest-lasting, so we procrastinate again and again when completing the various missions set by Allah for us.
The Messenger of Allah said: “When Ramadan comes, all the gates of Paradise are opened, all the gates of Hell are closed, and all the demons are locked up (in chains). "[the two Sahih collections] This hadith tells us the nobility of Ramadan. Ramadan is a day of peace, tranquility, mercy, and a day when all demons are sent to "prisons" and imprisoned. In fact, what I want to say more about this hadith is: Since the devils are locked up during Ramadan, the doors of hell are closed. Only when the door of heaven is open and the gods come down to earth to wish us peace, if we commit a sin due to our own reasons, what excuse do we have to excuse ourselves? Normally we would say that we commit sins because we are tempted by the devil, but during Ramadan the devil will definitely not be blamed for the sins we commit.
The nobility of Ramadan is that to the gates of Hell being closed and the demons being shackled and locked up, any good deeds done during Ramadan will be rewarded twice as much as on other days. What is even more valuable are those who fast in "Ramadan", and Allah personally rewards those who fast [the two Sahih collections]. Another hadith promise is even more exciting: "As long as a person fasts for one day on the road of Allah, Allah will keep him away from the Fire for seventy years because of this day of fasting." [the two Sahih collections] Many people may think that the "seventy years" here is a unit of time. In fact, the "seventy years" here is a unit of space (distance), just like the astronomical word "light year" we often hear. The so-called "light year" is the distance traveled by light in one year, and we all know that the speed of light is 300,000 kilometers per second. The sun is about 150 million kilometers away from the earth. It takes about 8.3 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the earth. If the "seventy years" here are "seventy light years", we can't imagine how far this distance is. But even if it is not "light years", even if we walk on our feet, seventy years is still a very long distance. Since the rewards of fasting are so great, how can we be willing to give up?
I thought I would bid farewell to Ramadan completely from last year, but Allah, I tried to fast this year without any serious physical discomfort. Then I fasted day after day, and then prayed "Tarawih" day after day. When we are devout to the intention for Allah and work hard for it, then Allah will not let the effort of His servants go to waste.
Ultimate question: Are you fasting this year? view all
Summary: This Ramadan essay reminds Muslims of the value of fasting, the reward of Ramadan, the hadith about Paradise, Hell, and the chained devils, and the author's own effort to fast and pray Tarawih despite health fears.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183), Allah has clarified in the Qur'an that fasting is not only the command of the Prophet's era, it is also the command of the saints of the past, and it is also the command of us and our descendants after the Prophet. Fasting is a behavior that can be seen in almost all mainstream religious groups that are currently accessible, whether it is Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Catholicism... Fasting is almost in a parallel relationship with sacrifice. Whenever people fast, they always offer sacrifices devoutly and interact with others gently.
Many people, whenever someone says to them: "Ramadan is here, you should fast", they will always find all kinds of weird reasons to excuse themselves, such as: I have a cold, I have to work in the fields, it is inconvenient for me to go to work, I... Anyway, there are a lot of various reasons, in short, there is one purpose: they do not want to fast! As everyone knows, Allah said in the Qur'an, "Fasting is better for you, if you only knew" (2:184). The benefits of fasting have been repeated over and over again by scholars and imams throughout the ages. I will not go into details because anyone who tries to escape the fast will find excuses anyway, and anyone who wants to complete the fast will always overcome all kinds of difficulties to complete his fast.
In the blink of an eye, this year's Ramadan has passed for twenty-eight or nine days. In just one or two days, Ramadan will wave to us and say "goodbye". If you want to observe such a noble fast again, you can only wait until next year. Maybe many people will think that if you just wait another year, there is nothing worth mentioning. In fact, what I want to say is: In fact, for many people, in many cases, this year may be their last Ramadan, and missing this Ramadan may be their biggest regret in life. Natural disasters, man-made disasters, and diseases warn us all the time to cherish our time and our immediate health. However, many people are unaware of it and always feel that time and health are the cheapest and longest-lasting, so we procrastinate again and again when completing the various missions set by Allah for us.
The Messenger of Allah said: “When Ramadan comes, all the gates of Paradise are opened, all the gates of Hell are closed, and all the demons are locked up (in chains). "[the two Sahih collections] This hadith tells us the nobility of Ramadan. Ramadan is a day of peace, tranquility, mercy, and a day when all demons are sent to "prisons" and imprisoned. In fact, what I want to say more about this hadith is: Since the devils are locked up during Ramadan, the doors of hell are closed. Only when the door of heaven is open and the gods come down to earth to wish us peace, if we commit a sin due to our own reasons, what excuse do we have to excuse ourselves? Normally we would say that we commit sins because we are tempted by the devil, but during Ramadan the devil will definitely not be blamed for the sins we commit.
The nobility of Ramadan is that to the gates of Hell being closed and the demons being shackled and locked up, any good deeds done during Ramadan will be rewarded twice as much as on other days. What is even more valuable are those who fast in "Ramadan", and Allah personally rewards those who fast [the two Sahih collections]. Another hadith promise is even more exciting: "As long as a person fasts for one day on the road of Allah, Allah will keep him away from the Fire for seventy years because of this day of fasting." [the two Sahih collections] Many people may think that the "seventy years" here is a unit of time. In fact, the "seventy years" here is a unit of space (distance), just like the astronomical word "light year" we often hear. The so-called "light year" is the distance traveled by light in one year, and we all know that the speed of light is 300,000 kilometers per second. The sun is about 150 million kilometers away from the earth. It takes about 8.3 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the earth. If the "seventy years" here are "seventy light years", we can't imagine how far this distance is. But even if it is not "light years", even if we walk on our feet, seventy years is still a very long distance. Since the rewards of fasting are so great, how can we be willing to give up?
I thought I would bid farewell to Ramadan completely from last year, but Allah, I tried to fast this year without any serious physical discomfort. Then I fasted day after day, and then prayed "Tarawih" day after day. When we are devout to the intention for Allah and work hard for it, then Allah will not let the effort of His servants go to waste.
Ultimate question: Are you fasting this year? view all
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Summary: This Ramadan essay reminds Muslims of the value of fasting, the reward of Ramadan, the hadith about Paradise, Hell, and the chained devils, and the author's own effort to fast and pray Tarawih despite health fears.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183), Allah has clarified in the Qur'an that fasting is not only the command of the Prophet's era, it is also the command of the saints of the past, and it is also the command of us and our descendants after the Prophet. Fasting is a behavior that can be seen in almost all mainstream religious groups that are currently accessible, whether it is Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Catholicism... Fasting is almost in a parallel relationship with sacrifice. Whenever people fast, they always offer sacrifices devoutly and interact with others gently.
Many people, whenever someone says to them: "Ramadan is here, you should fast", they will always find all kinds of weird reasons to excuse themselves, such as: I have a cold, I have to work in the fields, it is inconvenient for me to go to work, I... Anyway, there are a lot of various reasons, in short, there is one purpose: they do not want to fast! As everyone knows, Allah said in the Qur'an, "Fasting is better for you, if you only knew" (2:184). The benefits of fasting have been repeated over and over again by scholars and imams throughout the ages. I will not go into details because anyone who tries to escape the fast will find excuses anyway, and anyone who wants to complete the fast will always overcome all kinds of difficulties to complete his fast.
In the blink of an eye, this year's Ramadan has passed for twenty-eight or nine days. In just one or two days, Ramadan will wave to us and say "goodbye". If you want to observe such a noble fast again, you can only wait until next year. Maybe many people will think that if you just wait another year, there is nothing worth mentioning. In fact, what I want to say is: In fact, for many people, in many cases, this year may be their last Ramadan, and missing this Ramadan may be their biggest regret in life. Natural disasters, man-made disasters, and diseases warn us all the time to cherish our time and our immediate health. However, many people are unaware of it and always feel that time and health are the cheapest and longest-lasting, so we procrastinate again and again when completing the various missions set by Allah for us.
The Messenger of Allah said: “When Ramadan comes, all the gates of Paradise are opened, all the gates of Hell are closed, and all the demons are locked up (in chains). "[the two Sahih collections] This hadith tells us the nobility of Ramadan. Ramadan is a day of peace, tranquility, mercy, and a day when all demons are sent to "prisons" and imprisoned. In fact, what I want to say more about this hadith is: Since the devils are locked up during Ramadan, the doors of hell are closed. Only when the door of heaven is open and the gods come down to earth to wish us peace, if we commit a sin due to our own reasons, what excuse do we have to excuse ourselves? Normally we would say that we commit sins because we are tempted by the devil, but during Ramadan the devil will definitely not be blamed for the sins we commit.
The nobility of Ramadan is that to the gates of Hell being closed and the demons being shackled and locked up, any good deeds done during Ramadan will be rewarded twice as much as on other days. What is even more valuable are those who fast in "Ramadan", and Allah personally rewards those who fast [the two Sahih collections]. Another hadith promise is even more exciting: "As long as a person fasts for one day on the road of Allah, Allah will keep him away from the Fire for seventy years because of this day of fasting." [the two Sahih collections] Many people may think that the "seventy years" here is a unit of time. In fact, the "seventy years" here is a unit of space (distance), just like the astronomical word "light year" we often hear. The so-called "light year" is the distance traveled by light in one year, and we all know that the speed of light is 300,000 kilometers per second. The sun is about 150 million kilometers away from the earth. It takes about 8.3 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the earth. If the "seventy years" here are "seventy light years", we can't imagine how far this distance is. But even if it is not "light years", even if we walk on our feet, seventy years is still a very long distance. Since the rewards of fasting are so great, how can we be willing to give up?
I thought I would bid farewell to Ramadan completely from last year, but Allah, I tried to fast this year without any serious physical discomfort. Then I fasted day after day, and then prayed "Tarawih" day after day. When we are devout to the intention for Allah and work hard for it, then Allah will not let the effort of His servants go to waste.
Ultimate question: Are you fasting this year?
Summary: This Ramadan essay reminds Muslims of the value of fasting, the reward of Ramadan, the hadith about Paradise, Hell, and the chained devils, and the author's own effort to fast and pray Tarawih despite health fears.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183), Allah has clarified in the Qur'an that fasting is not only the command of the Prophet's era, it is also the command of the saints of the past, and it is also the command of us and our descendants after the Prophet. Fasting is a behavior that can be seen in almost all mainstream religious groups that are currently accessible, whether it is Islam, Buddhism, Taoism, Christianity, Catholicism... Fasting is almost in a parallel relationship with sacrifice. Whenever people fast, they always offer sacrifices devoutly and interact with others gently.
Many people, whenever someone says to them: "Ramadan is here, you should fast", they will always find all kinds of weird reasons to excuse themselves, such as: I have a cold, I have to work in the fields, it is inconvenient for me to go to work, I... Anyway, there are a lot of various reasons, in short, there is one purpose: they do not want to fast! As everyone knows, Allah said in the Qur'an, "Fasting is better for you, if you only knew" (2:184). The benefits of fasting have been repeated over and over again by scholars and imams throughout the ages. I will not go into details because anyone who tries to escape the fast will find excuses anyway, and anyone who wants to complete the fast will always overcome all kinds of difficulties to complete his fast.
In the blink of an eye, this year's Ramadan has passed for twenty-eight or nine days. In just one or two days, Ramadan will wave to us and say "goodbye". If you want to observe such a noble fast again, you can only wait until next year. Maybe many people will think that if you just wait another year, there is nothing worth mentioning. In fact, what I want to say is: In fact, for many people, in many cases, this year may be their last Ramadan, and missing this Ramadan may be their biggest regret in life. Natural disasters, man-made disasters, and diseases warn us all the time to cherish our time and our immediate health. However, many people are unaware of it and always feel that time and health are the cheapest and longest-lasting, so we procrastinate again and again when completing the various missions set by Allah for us.
The Messenger of Allah said: “When Ramadan comes, all the gates of Paradise are opened, all the gates of Hell are closed, and all the demons are locked up (in chains). "[the two Sahih collections] This hadith tells us the nobility of Ramadan. Ramadan is a day of peace, tranquility, mercy, and a day when all demons are sent to "prisons" and imprisoned. In fact, what I want to say more about this hadith is: Since the devils are locked up during Ramadan, the doors of hell are closed. Only when the door of heaven is open and the gods come down to earth to wish us peace, if we commit a sin due to our own reasons, what excuse do we have to excuse ourselves? Normally we would say that we commit sins because we are tempted by the devil, but during Ramadan the devil will definitely not be blamed for the sins we commit.
The nobility of Ramadan is that to the gates of Hell being closed and the demons being shackled and locked up, any good deeds done during Ramadan will be rewarded twice as much as on other days. What is even more valuable are those who fast in "Ramadan", and Allah personally rewards those who fast [the two Sahih collections]. Another hadith promise is even more exciting: "As long as a person fasts for one day on the road of Allah, Allah will keep him away from the Fire for seventy years because of this day of fasting." [the two Sahih collections] Many people may think that the "seventy years" here is a unit of time. In fact, the "seventy years" here is a unit of space (distance), just like the astronomical word "light year" we often hear. The so-called "light year" is the distance traveled by light in one year, and we all know that the speed of light is 300,000 kilometers per second. The sun is about 150 million kilometers away from the earth. It takes about 8.3 minutes for the light from the sun to reach the earth. If the "seventy years" here are "seventy light years", we can't imagine how far this distance is. But even if it is not "light years", even if we walk on our feet, seventy years is still a very long distance. Since the rewards of fasting are so great, how can we be willing to give up?
I thought I would bid farewell to Ramadan completely from last year, but Allah, I tried to fast this year without any serious physical discomfort. Then I fasted day after day, and then prayed "Tarawih" day after day. When we are devout to the intention for Allah and work hard for it, then Allah will not let the effort of His servants go to waste.
Ultimate question: Are you fasting this year?
Muslim Life Guide China Ramadan: Qur'an, Fidyah and Health Struggles With Fasting
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Summary: This Ramadan reflection shares the author's anxiety about illness, dialysis, missed fasting, fidyah, shame, longing for worship, and the emotional pain of wanting to fast for Allah while the body may not allow it.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183)
From about the age of three or four, when my parents, brothers and sisters got up to fast, I would follow them. Sometimes I could fast for a whole day, and sometimes I would be so hungry until noon that I would break fast secretly. I have never given up a day of fasting in Ramadan since I was six years old, but since I fell ill, I ruthlessly abandoned Ramadan last year, and I will probably continue to wave goodbye to the noble month of Ramadan this year.
To be honest, I didn’t fast last year due to health reasons. I felt very embarrassed and even ashamed when I walked around the village. Just like this verse in the Qur'an says: He also allowed those three to repent, and they left it to Allah's command, feeling that although the earth was vast, they felt that they had no place to be ashamed of (9:118). Every time I met someone in the village, I wished I could run away and hide. Otherwise, I would always feel that others were fasting but I was not fasting, and I felt extremely ashamed from the bottom of my heart.
Last year’s Ramadan has become a thing of the past, but this year’s Ramadan is just about to begin. If nothing else happens, the day after tomorrow will be the beginning of Ramadan this year, but the medicines I have to take several times a day and the hemodialysis three times a week are like shackles on my head. They have become an insurmountable barrier between me and the noble month of Ramadan. Ramadan seems to be getting away from me. I don’t know if those who have never fasted will feel like me during Ramadan. Anyway, since I didn’t fast during Ramadan last year, I always feel that the world has changed. It is no longer the world I am familiar with, and I am no longer the person I know.
In fact, every one of us who has recited the Qur'an knows that sick people like us can make up for the lack of fasting through "fidyah." But in my opinion, it’s like what I said before: “We all know that rice is sown in spring and harvested in autumn. But if I miss the planting season in the spring and replant in the summer, I don’t know if I will be able to harvest in the fall. If the weather is good and the temperature is high, you may be able to harvest some sporadic grain in the fall, but if the weather is a little cooler, the most you can harvest in the fall is a pile of straw. ”, so I really don’t want to complete my fast through “fidyah”, but I have to complete my fast through “fidyah”.
Only those who are sick will understand the preciousness of health, and only those who are dying will understand the value of life. Only people like us can truly understand the pain of wanting to fast but not being able to fast, just like what is said on the Internet: "The most painful thing is not being able to love." view all
Summary: This Ramadan reflection shares the author's anxiety about illness, dialysis, missed fasting, fidyah, shame, longing for worship, and the emotional pain of wanting to fast for Allah while the body may not allow it.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183)
From about the age of three or four, when my parents, brothers and sisters got up to fast, I would follow them. Sometimes I could fast for a whole day, and sometimes I would be so hungry until noon that I would break fast secretly. I have never given up a day of fasting in Ramadan since I was six years old, but since I fell ill, I ruthlessly abandoned Ramadan last year, and I will probably continue to wave goodbye to the noble month of Ramadan this year.
To be honest, I didn’t fast last year due to health reasons. I felt very embarrassed and even ashamed when I walked around the village. Just like this verse in the Qur'an says: He also allowed those three to repent, and they left it to Allah's command, feeling that although the earth was vast, they felt that they had no place to be ashamed of (9:118). Every time I met someone in the village, I wished I could run away and hide. Otherwise, I would always feel that others were fasting but I was not fasting, and I felt extremely ashamed from the bottom of my heart.
Last year’s Ramadan has become a thing of the past, but this year’s Ramadan is just about to begin. If nothing else happens, the day after tomorrow will be the beginning of Ramadan this year, but the medicines I have to take several times a day and the hemodialysis three times a week are like shackles on my head. They have become an insurmountable barrier between me and the noble month of Ramadan. Ramadan seems to be getting away from me. I don’t know if those who have never fasted will feel like me during Ramadan. Anyway, since I didn’t fast during Ramadan last year, I always feel that the world has changed. It is no longer the world I am familiar with, and I am no longer the person I know.
In fact, every one of us who has recited the Qur'an knows that sick people like us can make up for the lack of fasting through "fidyah." But in my opinion, it’s like what I said before: “We all know that rice is sown in spring and harvested in autumn. But if I miss the planting season in the spring and replant in the summer, I don’t know if I will be able to harvest in the fall. If the weather is good and the temperature is high, you may be able to harvest some sporadic grain in the fall, but if the weather is a little cooler, the most you can harvest in the fall is a pile of straw. ”, so I really don’t want to complete my fast through “fidyah”, but I have to complete my fast through “fidyah”.
Only those who are sick will understand the preciousness of health, and only those who are dying will understand the value of life. Only people like us can truly understand the pain of wanting to fast but not being able to fast, just like what is said on the Internet: "The most painful thing is not being able to love." view all
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Summary: This Ramadan reflection shares the author's anxiety about illness, dialysis, missed fasting, fidyah, shame, longing for worship, and the emotional pain of wanting to fast for Allah while the body may not allow it.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183)
From about the age of three or four, when my parents, brothers and sisters got up to fast, I would follow them. Sometimes I could fast for a whole day, and sometimes I would be so hungry until noon that I would break fast secretly. I have never given up a day of fasting in Ramadan since I was six years old, but since I fell ill, I ruthlessly abandoned Ramadan last year, and I will probably continue to wave goodbye to the noble month of Ramadan this year.
To be honest, I didn’t fast last year due to health reasons. I felt very embarrassed and even ashamed when I walked around the village. Just like this verse in the Qur'an says: He also allowed those three to repent, and they left it to Allah's command, feeling that although the earth was vast, they felt that they had no place to be ashamed of (9:118). Every time I met someone in the village, I wished I could run away and hide. Otherwise, I would always feel that others were fasting but I was not fasting, and I felt extremely ashamed from the bottom of my heart.
Last year’s Ramadan has become a thing of the past, but this year’s Ramadan is just about to begin. If nothing else happens, the day after tomorrow will be the beginning of Ramadan this year, but the medicines I have to take several times a day and the hemodialysis three times a week are like shackles on my head. They have become an insurmountable barrier between me and the noble month of Ramadan. Ramadan seems to be getting away from me. I don’t know if those who have never fasted will feel like me during Ramadan. Anyway, since I didn’t fast during Ramadan last year, I always feel that the world has changed. It is no longer the world I am familiar with, and I am no longer the person I know.
In fact, every one of us who has recited the Qur'an knows that sick people like us can make up for the lack of fasting through "fidyah." But in my opinion, it’s like what I said before: “We all know that rice is sown in spring and harvested in autumn. But if I miss the planting season in the spring and replant in the summer, I don’t know if I will be able to harvest in the fall. If the weather is good and the temperature is high, you may be able to harvest some sporadic grain in the fall, but if the weather is a little cooler, the most you can harvest in the fall is a pile of straw. ”, so I really don’t want to complete my fast through “fidyah”, but I have to complete my fast through “fidyah”.
Only those who are sick will understand the preciousness of health, and only those who are dying will understand the value of life. Only people like us can truly understand the pain of wanting to fast but not being able to fast, just like what is said on the Internet: "The most painful thing is not being able to love."
Summary: This Ramadan reflection shares the author's anxiety about illness, dialysis, missed fasting, fidyah, shame, longing for worship, and the emotional pain of wanting to fast for Allah while the body may not allow it.
"O you who believe, fasting has been prescribed for you as it was prescribed for those before you, so that you may become mindful of Allah" (2:183)
From about the age of three or four, when my parents, brothers and sisters got up to fast, I would follow them. Sometimes I could fast for a whole day, and sometimes I would be so hungry until noon that I would break fast secretly. I have never given up a day of fasting in Ramadan since I was six years old, but since I fell ill, I ruthlessly abandoned Ramadan last year, and I will probably continue to wave goodbye to the noble month of Ramadan this year.
To be honest, I didn’t fast last year due to health reasons. I felt very embarrassed and even ashamed when I walked around the village. Just like this verse in the Qur'an says: He also allowed those three to repent, and they left it to Allah's command, feeling that although the earth was vast, they felt that they had no place to be ashamed of (9:118). Every time I met someone in the village, I wished I could run away and hide. Otherwise, I would always feel that others were fasting but I was not fasting, and I felt extremely ashamed from the bottom of my heart.
Last year’s Ramadan has become a thing of the past, but this year’s Ramadan is just about to begin. If nothing else happens, the day after tomorrow will be the beginning of Ramadan this year, but the medicines I have to take several times a day and the hemodialysis three times a week are like shackles on my head. They have become an insurmountable barrier between me and the noble month of Ramadan. Ramadan seems to be getting away from me. I don’t know if those who have never fasted will feel like me during Ramadan. Anyway, since I didn’t fast during Ramadan last year, I always feel that the world has changed. It is no longer the world I am familiar with, and I am no longer the person I know.
In fact, every one of us who has recited the Qur'an knows that sick people like us can make up for the lack of fasting through "fidyah." But in my opinion, it’s like what I said before: “We all know that rice is sown in spring and harvested in autumn. But if I miss the planting season in the spring and replant in the summer, I don’t know if I will be able to harvest in the fall. If the weather is good and the temperature is high, you may be able to harvest some sporadic grain in the fall, but if the weather is a little cooler, the most you can harvest in the fall is a pile of straw. ”, so I really don’t want to complete my fast through “fidyah”, but I have to complete my fast through “fidyah”.
Only those who are sick will understand the preciousness of health, and only those who are dying will understand the value of life. Only people like us can truly understand the pain of wanting to fast but not being able to fast, just like what is said on the Internet: "The most painful thing is not being able to love."